So Ludo fills a niche genre in music that I usually don't listen to. However where bands like Panic at the Disco, My Chemical Romance, Fall Out Boy, etc have never begged repeat listens... ludo always makes me come back. So I guess they are currently my "power-pop-rock" choice. I Like them for a whole bunch of reasons, their music is clean and straightforward... it's not re-writing any norms, and that's important. The lyrics however are a different story. Nearly every song is laced with a sarcasm and wit that pokes fun at themselves and everyone else. I've always loved when a band knows when to take themselves seriously, and when to not. Ludo walks that very thin line through every verse, hook, and bridge. I'd also encourage looking into the Broken Bride EP... it's a story album about time traveling to try and save a dead lover... there's songs about fighting undead armies and pterodactyls. It's awesome. So this song is off of the record "You're Awful, I Love You" and it's great... it's not even the highlight of the record, but right now it's my favorite, and it's the first song I heard off the album.
Cold and wrathful
Silent sleeper
I've been inside your bedroom
I've murdered half the town
Left you love notes on their headstones
I'll fill the graveyards
Until I have you
Moonlight walking
I smell your softness
Carnivorous and lusting
To track you down among the pines
I want you stuffed into my mouth
Hold you down and tear you open
Live inside you
Oh, love I'd never hurt you
But I'll grind against your bones
Until our marrows mix
I will eat you slowly
Ohhhhh
The horror of our love
Never so much blood pulled through my veins
Ohhhhh
The horror of our love
Never so much blood
I wake in terror
Blackbirds screaming
Dark cathedrals spilling
Midnight on their alters
I'm your servant
My immortal
Pale and perfect
Such unholy heaving
The statues close their eyes
The room is changing
Break my skin
And drain me
Ancient language
Speak through fingers
The awful edges
Where you end and I begin
Inside your mouth
I cannot see
There's catastrophe
In everything I'm touching
As I sweat and crush you
And I hold your beating chambers
Until they beat no more
You die like angels sing
Ohhhhh
The horror of our love
Never so much blood pulled through my veins
Ohhhhh
The horror of our love
Never so much blood
You're a ghost, love
Nightgown flowing
Your body blue and walking
Along the continental shelf
You are a dream among the sharks
Beautiful and terrifying
Living restless
We dance in dark suspension
And you bury me
In the ocean floor beneath you
Where they'll never hear us scream
Ohhhhh
The horror of our love
Never so much blood pulled through my veins
Ohhhhh
The horror of our love
Never so much blood
where there's music and there's people
who are young and alive
driving in your car
I never never want to go home
because I haven't got one anymore"
heartstrong
feelings that decay too quickly from underneath you
a day to day resolve decided upon my arrival
shaken by the absence of persistent affections
left reflecting in on your self designed reaction
unpacking thoughts that clutter mind unnecessary
obscuring logic paving ways to a security
here's to hoping for the finding in your disposition
consistency founded in other than my faith sown
feelings that decay too quickly from underneath me
a day to day resolve decided upon your arrival
shaken by the absence of persistent affections
left reflecting in on my self designed reaction
unpacking thoughts that clutter mind unnecessary
obscuring logic paving ways to a security
here's to hoping for the finding in my disposition
consistency founded in other than your faith sown
I wandered alone
waiting for the sun
while hanging in heaven
the sun waited for me
Clouds with storms in their eyes
wouldn't let me see
but the sky has cleared
now my sky has cleared
I think about you
and your demeanor;
You've got grace.
I won't shut up,
I know that I should,
I'd rather stay in the time when
I saw a smile on your face.
You're so pretty I could talk to you all night
I could sit here, I could talk to you all night
I just finished reading Transmetropolitan. It was incredibly awesome, and as I've been discussing it with random people over the past few days I've been getting several recommendations, and I think I've got some more reading lined up. I'm pretty excited about it.
It's not often anymore that I read/watch something that is bad ass not only because it's violent and dark, but also because it's intelligent and insightful. This whole series fit the bill perfectly. It paints a huge, beautifully disgusting, terribly witty, and strangely enthralling picture. It managed to be bitterly cynical and desperately hopeful at the same time. You know, the kind of thing that makes you feel disgusted, and inspired at the same time.
I also love stories about journalism, I especially like the idea of someone working the same media machine that's being used daily to brainwash us into apathy to enact awareness and change.
Anyway, if you ever get the chance to read all 60 issues, go for it. If you're not sure how to go about doing that, just ask... I can point you in the right direction. I have no regrets about all the time I spent scrolling and clicking. I'd love to eventually own legit copies of the whole thing. In fact, It's one of my next short term goals.
01. Waste as little as possible, and want less.
02. Strive to always be pleasant
03. Believe in something bigger than you
04. Appreciate suffering, but not cynicism
05. Love people as they are, no matter what
06. Don't confuse potential for a promise
07. Do something productive, every day.
08. Never loan something you want to get back
09. Remember that the worst case scenario, is never that bad
10. Invest in before you withdraw from, yourself and others.
So I finally sat down and wrote a little bit on the first item on my list of ten things to make life easier. I really am going to eventually finish writing in detail about each of these little rules. For some of you I'm sure this is going to sound like common sense, but for some of you it's going to sound new... and that's exciting to me. I really do read this list every day, and I really do feel like it makes a difference. Again, any comments or questions are great. I'm working through this as I go. If you agree, I'd love to know why. If you disagree, I'd love to know why.
01. Waste as little as possible, and want less.
Okay, I'm serious about this: Redefine for yourself the word "need".
Not just materialistically, but also physically, mentally, and
emotionally. What do you really need? And if you want some perspective
on what humans are capable of surviving off of just take a look at the
world outside your civilization. Here's the truth, if you have food to
eat, a place to sleep, your health, and a purpose, everything else in
your life is a luxury. Now, I'm not saying that living a life of luxury
is a bad thing, but to many people misplace the importance of things.
We spend so much of our lives striving to attain expendable things in
excess, if just a fraction of that energy can be redirected towards
helping others who need help the world will be a better place. And once
you learn to divert your expectations away from unnecessary excess
you'll start to appreciate the things that are really important.
Negative things like greed, laziness, apathy, and selfishness can all
stem from feeling obligated to have more than you need. The idea of
"waste not, want not" has been around for ages because it's true. It
protects a person from a skewed perspective that would lead to feeling
unsatisfied without any true justification. The less you waste what you
have, the less you'll need. We live in a society that thrives off of
trying to convince you that the things you want, are things you can't
live without, and that the things you have, are never good enough. We
are taught from a very young age that success is tied to what you get
out of your investments of time and money. This rule accomplishes two
really wonderful things, the first being that being less wasteful and
wanting less leaves more natural resources for the people who still
have not met their most basic needs. Second, it manages to make you
less stressed out. Once you've achieved satisfying your most basic
needs, you'll feel blessed to have anything above and beyond that. This
makes you more thankful, more generous, and more content. All that
sounds good, and all it takes is a little shift in perspective. If you
are reading this now, you must be sitting at a computer. That makes you
a lucky person. You are blessed, know it.
I'm the one you thought you'd never find
a sudden coastal holiday makes you see me in a
different way
your voice sounds so hollow
I'm glad to have you following me
listing off my favorite things
you say I have too many dreams
but first I wished and now it's true
I'm becoming awfully fond of you
your voice sounds so hollow
I'm glad to have you following me
you didn't know me and still you called
I didn't find it strange at all
seeming like the thing to do
I knew it then and so did you
your voice was so hollow
I'm glad you've come to follow me
follow me, follow me
follow me, follow me
It all started with hearing Wet and Rusting for the first time. The song felt like foreshadowing... slowly I worked (for almost three months) waiting for the rest of the songs to come together over me, all the songs that will tell me the future. Once I was done, I'd have a prophetic mix tape on my hands... something to pass along to God to make sure He gets it right.
Originally titled "Dear God: Take Notes..." The songs on this mix have lyrics that line up with the premonition I had of what is coming. The general idea is that things are changing for me and I feel it, I felt this way last February and I'd missed this ambition and restlessness. I'm hoping that during the process of picking songs and weeding them out, I'll find a conclusion that is more optimistic. The last song to be chosen was Enter One by Sol Seppy, and in that song they sing "Insha'Allah" which translates into English as "if it is God's will". After giving it some thought I decided that this was a better title for the mix.
